yup, the previews of the new evangelion movies


(i like the second preview more)

mood: bitchy

yup, its been a pretty boring weeknd thus far (except for friday -^_^-) i've spent all saturday, and most of sunday with my mom >_< i watch "the Amityville horror (the original '70s one)and she kept getting scarred, pathetic. i miss Mikki!!!!! but i'm gonna talk to her at like 3:00 so that'll make me happy. this weekend i bought Transformers, i saw it the day it came out, but it still amazes me, its the shit!!!!! TERANSFORMERS; EMOS IN DISGUISE!!!!

location: my room mood: blank music: My chemical romance

Mikki, please feel better, we all love you, and we hate to see you sad :(
well, i got home and the first thing my mom did is Bitch at me (although thats pretty much all she does)...at times like this i enjoy being alone, i was about to snap and start bitchin' at her, but i decided i'd be the bigger person (metaphorically, and litteraly)(yeah i know i spelt those words wrong)
Koneko-chan, i love you, and like i said earlier, feel better, i wanna see you smile again -kiss-

mood: guilty

i was sick again today, so i stayed home, Koneko-Chan called to see how i was doing (that was so sweet of her ^_^) she told me she was still in school untill 4:00, so i got dressed and decided i would go to school, it was...Fun

location: at my computer mood: sick

this has been the longest fucking weekend ever! ordinarely i'd be happy about that, but i am pissed off because i havent gotten to see Mikki, these past two days have felt like a month in hell. even though i've talked to her, its not the same, i want to See her, I MISS MIKI!!!!!! >_< seriously, i have never cared this much about one person, it scares me and excites me, i'm confused O_< (twitch)



Mikki, if your reading this, I LOVE YOU!!!!!!!!

location: my room mood: angry music: My chemical romance

i feel as though i'm doing something wrong, but is it wrong, perhaps thats just what they all beleive...i don't know
i miss her every second that i'm not wih her, and when i'm with her, i make a fool of myself, i hate myself, i urge her to do stuff, something i tell myself i should never do, but at the same time, it feels good...i just don't know

what the hell is wrong with me?!

location: do you really care? mood: drained music: Ode to joy

i'm tired, pretty stressed out, but am also happy. until just resently i havent been happy in a real long time, then she came along, a Goddess incarnate, whenever i'm around her my heart races, my pulse pounds but at the same time i'm at peace. i feel as though nothing else matters, as if time has stopped. then i realize, this isnt fantasy its real. i have a meaning in life again, i'm not just another lonely figuer left to wonder the streets, she makes me feel as though i have a place in the world, and that i'm useful. i must say that before i met her i didnt beleive in true love, but now i do

location: my room mood: grateful

i'm new to this so i dont really know what to write, except that i Love Mikki ^_^

location: earth mood: loved music: welcome to the back parade: My Chemical romance